2 POSTS?! :/

I know this is really weird.
And i don't blog abt this often.
Only on special events.
Like really special ones,
i.e VALENTINE'S DAY (hint),
21ST JULY (hint hint) and
2ND JANUARY (hint hint hint :D)

(Don't read if you want to avoid puking your guts out)















I miss you.

I don't see you as often now, all because of A Levels.
That's one of the reasons i hate A Levels so much, honestly.
I can't see you on weekdays, and i only see you in church.
If i'm lucky, a weekday or Sunday morning.

I see and hear many couples bickering over not spending enough time together, invading each other's privacy and a whole plethora of arguments.
I thank God for allowing me to go through all that for the past (almost) 3 years,
Blessing me with the experience to help couples my age sort things out the best of my ability.
(Now i sound like a relationship guru.)

Now everytime i hear abt relationship problems,
I somehow feel like i love you more than ever.
Cause we've been through so much, thick and thin, fair and fraught, lame and dancing times. :D
I can't ever imagine myself with another guy, and i can't imagine ever holding another person's hand and lying on another person's shoulder. That'll be just weird. :/

I blogged this on an impulse,
Cause of the overwhelming need to see you now.
You said you always wanted a blog dedication, here it is. (:
You are where i bare my heart and soul.

As i'm eating potato chips (:D HEE), im reminded that:
You rmb i prefer smooth to ridges :D
I LOVE YOU FOR BUYING ME POTATO CHIPS! :D :D


To My Dear and Loving Husband

If ever two were one, then surely we.
If ever man were loved by wife, then thee;
If ever wife was happy in a man,
Compare with me, ye women, if you can.
I prize thy love more than whole mines of gold
Or all the riches that the East doth hold.
My love is such I can no way repay,
The heavens reward thee manifold, I pray.
Then while we live, in love let's so perservere
That when we live no more, we may live ever.

Anne Bradstreet

I love you my darling (:

FOP 2009

Wong, Sihui, Kaiqi and me. xD

Today marks the 4th FOP i've been to.

Thank God that since the very first time, i've matured much more as a believer.
(I was such a prick then, sigh.)
I still rmb last year, when mummy packed the many many cellgroup ppl into her car. HAHA!
I'm 18 now (OMG SO OLD!) and waiting for A Levels to fly by (:

Today's msg was really apt.
It was so simple, yet so impactful and right.
No complicated theologies, no underlying meanings of the bible,
Just PURE, SIMPLE, READING and UNDERSTANDING of the extension of God's Love for us. :D

I'm much less worried now.
I'm learning to just, S.T.O.P (:



"So liek teh Ceiling Cat lieks teh ppl lots and he sez "Oh hai I givez u me only kitteh and ifs u beleevs in him u wont evr diez no moar, k?"
John 3:16 (LOLCat Bible)

LOLz

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/LOLCat_Bible_Translation_Project

When i read John 3:16 i totally burst out laughing. :D

Today we were scrutinizing my new foolscap paper of DISNEY PRINCESSES!
We came to the conclusion that:

Princess Jasmine is a terrorist, Ariel is a fish, Belle is a chiobu, Cinderella is a maid, Sleeping Beauty is stupid and Snow White is a communist.
So Belle's like the favourite. Pretty mahhhh. xD

And the songs for the various shows are:
Aladdin: A Whole New World
Little Mermaid: Kiss the Girl/Part Of Your World
Beauty and the Beast: Beauty and the Beast
Cinderella: Bibidibopediboo (Spelt something like that)
Snow White: HI-HO

Sleeping Beauty?
ZZZZ.

I Got It From My Mama

Quote 1:

"If you say you can, you can. If you say you can't, you can't.
Either way, you're right."

Henry Ford (I think)

Quote 2:

"I belong to ****** N*o (: I've replaced **i*i's position in his heart ):"

YOU WANNA KNOW WHO SAID THIS? :D

Quote 3:

"*sings* Talk to me, tell me your name.."
"Err, Bryan."

His Royal Lameness and his Queen (:

Must all good things come at the end of the week?

Matthew 11:28

"Come to me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest."

Today wasn't really the bestest of days.
It was kinda more of the worst day of my life (so far, quote quote Homer Simpson).
Yet, because of God and friends, it turned out to be a day full of fruitful thinking and mature realisation.
It wasn't cause of what my siblings told me, or what they advised me on,
But rather, on something that Wong and Char did which they didn't - Listen.

Sometimes we all think that we're really mature, when we're not.
And i've come to realise, that no matter how old one gets, one will never be fully mature - until one realises that he isn't mature, and humbles himself to understand that.
(Takes a while to digest. :D Please read it again though.)
It doesn't matter how much you experience in life.
Regardless how relatable you are to another person's problems, you'll probably reduce the magnitude of it, because you've in a sense, 'been there, done that', and one can really forget how much pain, pressure, and fatigue you can experience in that valley.

To me, personally, if you cannot help the situation with the words you're saying, you probably shouldn't say anything.
One should only say words that encourage, empathise, help and heal.
Not discourage, accuse, falter, and wound.
I guess, this is my rant of how adults piss me off sometimes.
But from the end of this, i realised that i myself, have to learn how to not let them piss me off.
Not superficially, no, but rather, impressing in my soul that trait that will last me a lifetime.

Too much for you to handle?
Haha, there's more! :D

I also realised, in more ways than one,
That revelations often come not by someone nagging at you or scolding you,
But rather, revelations come from self-realisation.
No matter how much saliva someone can spout at you, nothing will really touch you the way God touches you through your heart and spirit.

The real comfort today didn't come from my siblings (definitely not),
A bit came from Wong and Char, who btw, are friends who will last a lifetime (:
But, the real comfort came from God, when He impressed that verse above into my heart.
I'm tired, i'm really tired.
But God has promised me something, that He will give me rest.
He has never failed me.
He never will.


Because Of You
(Verse)
Because of You
I was born again
Because of You
I’m ransomed by Your grace
Because of You
My heart has found a home
A refuge for my soul

Because of You
Sins are washed away
Because of You
Heaven knows my name
Because of You
I can live again
You’ve broken every chain

(Chorus)
Unfailing Love, so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calvary
And now I stand, forever free
My Saviour rescued me.

(Bridge)
Now heaven, be open
Our God is, unshaken
We worship, Christ risen
High above
All kingdoms, all nations
Declare that “You are God”

(:

Which stupid person, despite having a fever of 38.3 degrees, will come to visit me? :D

Wise Words From Samuel

"so in that case you have to ask yourself whether you're giving your best, and is that what God wants?

if you can say yes with a clear conscience, then don't blame yourself in any way.

more importantly don't compare yourself with others.. you run your own race.

see, a good 100m runner doesn't look left and right at his competitors when he's running
it'll only slow him or her down

what matters is looking towards the finish line and running there giving it all you've got."


:D
Thanks Sam, with a really mature inner child (:

:D

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BRYAN YEOOOOOO (:

This is the 3rd year we're spending your birthday together. :D
I really really look forward to spending your birthday for the rest of our lives.
Heeee (:


I don't mind getting all unglam to make your meatball spaghetti,
And i don't mind waiting for you at the bus stop for half an hour.
I don't mind bantering with you where we celebrated your birthdays,
And i don't mind planning your special 18th (:

I love walking all the way from ECP to parkway,
I love failing Pump Pro with you.
I love you pulling up my tank top when it gets too low,
I love you trying to shove the meatballs down your throat. (:

Thank you for being special in my life.
I love you :D

My Millioneth Rant Abt Studying, Only Shorter.

Sigh. I wanna give up on studying now.
A Levels suck.

Im just gonna open a LAN shop, cheat unsuspecting, stressed out O/A Level kiddies of their money, and rot my life away.

BLEARRRGGHHH.

Summed Up

This week has been full of ups and downs.
Mostly ups for me, but for Sihui, many many downs :/
(CHEER UP K! TMR WILL BE AWESOME :D)

There were many many funny moments this week.
One being the video we watched in GP.
It was a film abt North Korea, named "A State Of Mind", which completely changed my perception of the communist state.
Nonetheless, there was one part which was funny:

Teacher: "Our Great leader [Kim Jong Il] has three components of greatness. Can anyone tell me what they are?"
Spontaneously: "Greatness in ideology, greatness in leadership, greatness in AURA."

This point, i burst out laughing.
AURA? To brainwash ppl abt ideology and leadership is fine, but AURA? That's definitely taking things a little too far.
It was so funny that at that point in time, i thought the North Koreans were quite retarded. But i guess, whatever works for them, yea :D

But, there were definitely downs.
Like one today, where a new guy in the cellgroup got fined $30 for drinking water in the MRT station.
SERIOUSLY? WATER?
That's so retarded, really. If i were there, i'd tulan the guy so badly and trip his sorry little arse.
But ah well, what's done is done. Now what matters is that we bitch behind his back, and just cuss at everything bad that comes our way. Then forget abt it (:

I can't emphasize how much studying sucks. :D

After A Levels

POST A LEVELS WISHLIST!
1. Find a job with flexible hours. (:
2. Plunge into ministry.
3. Buy Song of Solomon DVD :D
4. Go ice-skating.
5. Go roller-blading.
6. Hone my L4D skills :D
7. Hone Halo 3 skills (not like i have any now hahahaha)
8. Lose weight (since forever :D)
9. Spend more more more time with my loved ones (:
10. Go Sentosa!
11. Meet up with 39th!
12. Burn notes (no seriously, bonfire)
13. Sleeeep mooorreeeee
14. Dance classes at O School or NUS Dance Ensemble!
15. Chiong BS classes!
16. Meet up with various various ppl! :D
Added!
17. Hone Blackshot skills. :D
18. Go kayaking/canoeing (:

That's all for now.
Shall add more when i think of them (:


Jordin Sparks - Battlefield


Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
Why does love always feel like..

Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your...

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh-oh-oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor...

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for (fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

Why does love always feel like...
Why does love always feel like...
A battlefield, a battlefield..

I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for

I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for

Delirious - Here I Am Send Me

Here I Am Send Me

Show me a vision like Isaiah saw,
Where the angel touched his lips and he sinned no more.
Let me hear your voice saying “Who shall I send?”
I’ll say send me Lord, I’ll follow you to the end.

Show me a vision like Ezekiel saw,
An army of light from a valley of bones.
Breathe life into these lungs of mine,
So I can scream and shout of your love divine.

Search light, burns bright, floods my eyes,
Invade me, serenade me, I’m giving back my life.

Here I am send me, Here I am send me,
There’s nothing in my hands,
But here I am send me.

I’m in Jacobs dream seeing heavens gate,
Let me climb all night on my ladder of faith.
Wrestle with the angel till my body is weak,
Dislocate my bones for it’s you that I seek.

Show me the light Paul apostle saw,
When he fell to the dust and he could see no more,
Open my eyes, open my eyes,
Open my eyes, open my eyes.

I’m frightened what you’ll find,
When you open up my heart, I’m walking in the light,
Cos it’s light that changes the atmosphere,
So touch these lips that criticise,
And put a song in my mouth that opens our eyes.

Delirious - Solid Rock

Solid Rock

There’s a rock that doesn’t move,
It hasn’t moved, it will never move,
Even though the waves come crashing down.
There’s a tower on a hill, its always strong,
It will never shake,
It was standing there before the world began.
There’s a wave that’s coming in,
Washing over this town, it will make or break us, reinvent us,
It’s time to lay me down.

On Christ the solid rock we will stand,
All other ground is sinking sand.
On Christ the solid rock we will stand,
We’ll climb on your back, take us to higher ground.

There’s a song that doesn’t fade,
It never fades it was custom made,
To raise the sons and daughters of this earth.
There’s a sound that’s coming in,
Rushing over this town, it will make or break us, reinvent us; it’s time to lay me down.

My hope is built on nothing less,
Than Jesus blood and righteousness.
I dare not trust the sweetest frame,
But wholly lean on Jesus name.

When darkness seems to veil his face,
I rest on his unchanging grace.
In every high and stormy gale,
My anchor holds within the veil.

His oath his covenant and blood,
Support me in the ‘whelming flood.
When all around my soul gives way,
He then is all my hope and stay.

When the last trumpets voice shall sound,
O then I may in him be found,
Clothed in his righteousness alone,
Faultless to stand before his throne.

Of Abbrieviations, and Everything in Between

There's been this recent obsession with abbrieviations lately, all because of Yingjie.
It started with WLA (Wei Le Ai), then eventually evolved to nonsensical WLWLAE-ing.
I even jotted down in my notebook - FSA, and forgot what it meant lalalaaaa.

I'm quite glad i didn't even think of ponning any day of school this week.
It's been eons since i last had a full week of school.
And yes, i am thinking of keeping it full till the end of this week, and not "wake up late" tmr or Friday :D

Right now i just feel at peace with the world, and at peace with myself (zen, i call it).
Although im innately worried for Prelims (like who isn't), it doesn't do much if i only worry and not take action.
I'm just happy that im not thinking so much now, and studies are definitely on gear 4. (:

Just to make myself happier, i shall blog abt L4D.
(Ignore if you find that LANing is a waste of time or if L4D is not for you. Zombies to you. :D)


L4D on Sunday was so awesome, really. It sucked hardcore when i had to leave for tuitionnnnn ):
Nonetheless, it was awesome seeing Sihui panic and get stranded, then Wallace and Bryan frantically calling to Sihui and me to FOLLOWWWWW. :D
Sihui attempting to heal herself outside the Safe House was hilarious, then when she realised it was the Safe House, she LIMPED SSSOOOOOO SLOWWWWLLLYYYY towards it.
There was once we all witnessed Arison's slow and painful death, when a smoker (ME!) pulled him and the hoard attacked him MUAHAHA.
Everyone was applauding his death, happy that he's dead. :X
Our team got pwned by the other team, cause they got Arison mah.
And my team got Sihui and me. -.- GGxxyyz.

L4D is so fun.
The next time i can play is like, God knows when :/
Sometimes i feel like quitting A Levels, and go be a professional gamer (HAHAHA).
But i gave up when i realised WASD makes me slightly giddy, although not as giddy as studying nonstop.

Today, playing House of the Dead 4 was fun all over again.
It's been so long since i held an arcade gun, all because House of Dead 4 seemed to either vanish, or the bloody gun is always spoilt -.-
Maybe cause i havent played in a long time, my precision improved by leaps and bounds.
Haha, PERFECT seeeehhhh (mut accent).

Bryan and I were lamenting abt House of the Dead 4, and how we miss dual-handed guy.
He looks like Rong Xuan (albeit skinnier), and completely owns the game.
He slides two credits in and uses both guns to play the whole game.
The first time Bryan and I saw him, we were amazed. Never got to find out his name though.
He aims and shoots as though he's two players, getting all the bonus scores and everything and getting almost perfect scores.
Plus, he reaches the end with no replays. 0.0
Haha, miss him (in an admiring sense!).

I can't wait for A Levels to end.
It's just 3 more months of torture, then it'll all be over.
FIGHT ON FIGHT ON! (:

BT2 Results

Just to show how anal SAJC is:

Question: What does the 'still, small voice' refer to?
My answer: It refers to God
Real answer: The revelations from God.

-.-

Nonetheless, im really thankful to God for my GP results.
Though i haven't gotten back Paper 1, but im really really happy with Paper 2 (:
And although MATH is like.. GGXXYYZZZZZ,
Im really trusting Him for a miracle and many many revelations for all my topics. Hehe :D

Can't wait for A Levels to be over :/

This Reminds Me Of You (:

Little Wonders - Rob Thomas

Let it go, Let it roll right off your shoulder Don't you know The hardest part is over Let it in, Let your clarity define you In the end We will only just remember how it feels Our lives are made In these small hours These little wonders, These twists & turns of fate Time falls away, But these small hours, These small hours still remain Let it slide, Let your troubles fall behind you Let it shine Until you feel it all around you And i don't mind If it's me you need to turn to We'll get by, It's the heart that really matters in the end Our lives are made In these small hours These little wonders, These twists & turns of fate Time falls away, But these small hours, These small hours still remain All of my regret Will wash away some how But i can not forget The way i feel right now In these small hours These little wonders These twists & turns of fate These twists & turns of fate Time falls away but these small hours, These small hours, still remain, Still remain These little wonders These twists & turns of fate Time falls away But these small hours These little wonders still remain.

My loves, my friends,
I'll never stop fighting this fight with you (:
Even until we're done with our A Levels,
Let's carry on running God's race together.
I LOVE YOU! :D

#61

I was just looking online for SGC Writing Tips, and i found this link:

http://sarcasticgamer.com/wp/index.php/2008/11/sgc-blog-some-left-4-dead-tips.html

-.- Makes you wonder abt Google's capability huh.

24 Hours are Over.

Sigh. One day breaks pass by so fast. ):

This may sound so anal,
But why cant Singaporeans spell MICHAEL JACKSON properly?!
They keep spelling it as MICHEAL Jackson.
Uggghhhhhh.

Actually, i feel quite sad that Michael Jackson's gone :/
My family (except me) attended his 1993 concert,
And my bro said that he was BLOWN away by his performance.
I grew up listening to Michael Jackson, and somehow im just moved by his death, especially this week.
To me, it just feels like he's still alive.

Bye Michael Jackson. ):

When you look me in the eye, and tell me that you love me.

Bryan went for his army medical checkup today, and got PES A! :DD
I'm so proud of him (and myself cause i got a hot hunky PES A boyfriend lalala).

But that got me thinking of Bryan going to army,
And that if he got into Commando, i won't see him for 3 full months.
I mean, when he goes to army, and i go to university,
Life is gonna be so tough, and our relationship will definitely be tested to its limits. :/
I'm so scared i'm not prepared for that.

But when he holds my hand, i feel like im ready for anything.

I've decided not to think anymore, and concentrate on celebrating post BT2 glee. (:

P.S I don't understand why Smile-Detecting cameras in TampinesOne can't detect my smile. ))):

And the Good (:

As I mentioned, Sihui, Shumin, Samuel, my mum and I went to see Merrill do his thing at the NDP Rehearsal yesterday (:

Here are some pictures! :D

The retro girls, right after service.

Emotionless Samuel smiling for the first time, Aunties Shumin and Sihui. (:

Mummy and I during NDP. Pretty hearts!

The last fireworks of the night :D

Thank you Merrill for the awesome tickets.
Sorry we left so fast we didn't take pictures with you ):
So here's a picture of YOU!

(taken from FB :D)

Jiayou for the rest of the NDP rehearsals and the actual thing! (:
[Many many more pictures on FB!]

Now for the happiest thing.
I kinda forgot (:/) that 3 days ago was our 2 and a half year anniversary.

TO BRYAN YEO JUN LIANG, S9126XXXJ:


Happy 2 and a half years babe!
May our upcoming 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th, (n)th year be the happiest one yet (:

A Levels will pass by so fast, and before we know it, 2009 will fly by.
We'll celebrate our 3rd year anniversary and you'll be going off to army. ):
But no matter what life throws at us, i know we're gonna pull through and make it against all odds.

I LOVE YOU! :D

The Bad

I don't get it why some adults ALWAYS think that they're right, even when they not.
They claim to have much more experience than us "kids", and hence,
They have the right to judge and criticize whatever we do.
Also to them, the world flows in accordance to their views.

Utter, and total bullshit.

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SCREAM - MICHAEL AND JACKSON JANET


Tired of injustice
Tired of the schemes
The lies are disgusting
So what does it mean
Kicking me down
I got to get up
As jacked as it sounds
The whole system sucks

Peek in the shadow
Come into the light
You tell me I'm wrong
Then you better prove you're right
You're sellin' out souls but
I care about mine
I've got to get stronger
And I won't give up the fight

With such confusions
Don't it make you wanna scream
You bash abusin'
Victimize within the scheme

You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
Somebody please have mercy
'Cause I just can't take it

Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin' me
You make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin' me
Make you just wanna scream

Tired of you telling
The story your way
It's causing confusion
You think it's okay

You keep changing the rules
While I keep playing the game
I can't take it much longer
I think I might go insane

With such confusion
Don't it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin'
Victimize within the scheme

You find your pleasure scandalizin' every lie
Oh Father, please have mercy
Cause I just can't take it

Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin' me
You make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop *?!@#!in' with me
Make me wanna scream

With such collusions (they know abt econs)
Don't it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin'
Victimize within the scheme

You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
Oh brother please have mercy 'cause I
Just can't take it


Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin' me
You make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin' me
Make me wanna scream

Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin' me
You make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin' me
Make me wanna SCREAM

NDP Rehearsal 2009

Today was my first time seeing NDP live since i was primary five.
I admit, it was awesome and the fireworks display were really cool :D

Also, the COMMANDO BATTALION was so so so so MACHO!!!!!! *swoons*
Sihui and i were huachi-ing over all the guys in Number Ones in the parade. :DDDDD
Although, there was this slideshow with a picture of some random canoeing guys..
And they were cute. :DDDDDDDDD

Both of us stared at the picture until it changed to the next one.
Then we looked at each other, and laughed :D
It was quite a bimbotic moment we shared.

The parade was really enjoyable and quite funny, actually.
Samuel said he enjoyed it, though he didn't look like it, HAHA!
I'm so proud of Merrill for being one of the rare few to be able to escort the President :D
And THANK YOU THANK YOU for the tickets again!
Jiayou for the real thing hor.

BT2 ending soon! YAY!
Time to use the slimming and eating vouchers in the NDP goodiebag.
Haha, ironic.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-3X5hIFXYU

Watch this video and freak out,
Or get inspired to do more for God in a world that is changing.
Let's believe that the change will be done by us.

Quote quote:
"IT'S TIME FOR US TO RISE UP!"

I don't know how to not rant this out

I realized today why i NEVER, i repeat, NEVER listen to my dad.

He said this to me: "Rmb that even if we get the best tutor for you, if you dont choose between love and studies, no matter how much we pay for your tuition, and now we don't have the spare money to waste on you, it will all be wasted, if you don't choose between love and studies. You know what i'm talking about."

My response?

"Dad, i don't have to choose between love and studies."

My life is NOT centred around studies, and it will never be.
Just because i have A Levels, doesn't mean my entire life has to be in shambles over studies.
Yes, they're important, but not more impt to me than my friends, my God, my boyfriend, and my mental health.
Yes, money is being used here. And i'm sorry that im wasting money.

I'm sorry daddy, that my life morals does not coincide with yours.
Somehow, i think one's capability does not lie with how well one handles one thing, but how well one handles and balances his ENTIRE life.

I wanted to say something mean, but thank God my brain shut down and refused to shout back at him.
But honestly, i feel that it is no use putting your all into work and neglecting your family.

Talk about wasting your life away.