Or at least, lag beyond all redemption, then you have to restart it again?
That's how i feel preparing for A Levels.
No matter how many times i do a certain type of question,
When faced with the same question a week later, i completely forget how to do it.
So that reflects how fast my revision is proceeding ):
Merrill told me before, if he didn't know me personally, he'd probably think i'm someone from poly having their break now.
That kinda shines a light on how relaxed i seem.
Truth is, that counter as my wallpaper does not do much to boost my confidence for A Levels.
Plus, the fact that i screwed up Math Paper 1 so badly despite practising like a madwoman shows how equipped and ready i am for A Levels (not much, really).
I look relaxed and all, I sound fine and everything, I encourage ppl not to feel stressed,
But that poor guy, aka Bryan Yeo, has to bear the brunt of my stress/panic attacks.
My moodswings have just been pendulum-ing for the past week.
One moment im happy-go-lucky, then sad, then crazy happy, then just plain crazy.
That's quite scary, really.
Weird emotions like jealousy, boredom, angst have just been popping out like weasels.
I'm easily disturbed and insulted - SENSITIVE.
I dont know what im saying, and i dont know what im feeling.
It's all just a big box of space and spaghetti.
P.S: If you read this and are worried, don't be. It's just a study phase i go through. Since O's all the way till now, im vulnerable to study-attacks and i'll just go crazy for a period of time. Like, mental looney-bin crazy. My family's right - I cant handle stress. But dont worry, it's bryan's job to take care of me (:
P.P.S: www.icanhascheezburger.com keeps me partially sane.
ESCAPE ESCAPE!P.P.P.S: If you want a read on an emotional piece of work, you can visit my old old blog www.nanagoesbananas.blogspot.com (DONT LAUGH) and scroll down to the 4th post. It's quite druggie-cool. Didn't know i was THAT depressed and emotional.
P.P.P.P.S: I REALLY HATE A LEVELS. BAH.
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