I felt angry today.
Angry with myself,
Angry with the system,
Angry with friends,
Angry with work,
Angry with God.
After a while, I felt tired being angry at everything.
I blasted music into my ears while waiting for Sihui (to pass presents to her).
I questioned myself, and couldnt find a reason to stay angry.
I was angry with things beyond my control, and things that have already passed.
Other people's actions and decisions, as well as my past mistakes (regardless of how long ago they were done) were controlling how i felt currently, and hence affecting my future actions.
There were emotions i couldnt help but feel, but i just gotta tune my mind into blocking them out and feeling the way i should feel - HAPPY.
Be angry, I wont.
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