LEAVE.
I'm so sick and tired of being disposable.
Guys who know me, romance me, pretend to be interested, all so they can get my friends' numbers.
Guys who pretend to be chummy with me so I can sign you into Zouk (HELLO, I CAN'T AND I'M NOT PLANNING TO, GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT).
Guys who act nice, but have hidden agendas - plenti-fucking-ful.
This year outside the confines of the church have taught me enough about the real world. I feel older, more exposed, more experienced - and I am confident to say that many people my age have not gone through what I've gone through.
Being emotionally vulnerable, being taken advantage of, knowing the right people, only to realise they're actually the ultimate wrong people to know, greedy people, people who have hidden agendas, people who build you up then crush you down again, people who disappoint you, people who take drugs and try to pull you and your friends into their web, people who make use of you, people who spike your drink, people who are out to get you drunk and naked (yes, being fucking blatant here), people who play with your emotions - THESE PEOPLE, like i said,
PLENTI-FUCKING-FUL.
I can only trust at the most - 3 guys and a handful of girls. Surrounded by people that I've stated above, these people have proven to be trustworthy and of sane mind.
Thank god I'm leaving, and leaving all these people behind.
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