MONEY MONEY MONEY
IS SO FUNNY
IN A RICH MAN'S WORLD
GIMME MAH MONEYYYY (:
Just an update:
I've been working for Durty Nelly's Irish Pub for abt 2 months now, and really enjoying it.
Though the OJTs are bitches, but my colleagues and customers are all (mostly) nice.
Pay's good and everything's good, so im quite satisfied with my financial source now (:
Besides work, there's nothing much happening.
I see my schoolmates slacking, going out every day, but i guess, financial independency is something i gotta achieve and sustain, cant take money from my parents anymore cause i aint schooling and shouldnt be taking allowance from them.
It's just doesnt seem right to me to spend your parent's money when it's time for you to put in your own effort to earn your own money to support your lifestyle. (:
You spend, you earn, you spend, repeat.
So now, i cant afford to go out too often and i gotta work more.
Though, i do have free days and a flexible schedule, hehe :D
Bryan's going into army soon too. Sigh.
6 FEB WHY YOU COME SO FAST
I'll just drown myself in work and church until he comes out on weekends.
Sigh.
Sigh.
I'm quite tired thinking of stuff.
Shall shut my brain off.
Nights (:
January 29, 2010
January 22, 2010
Valley Of the Shadow Of Death
How many of us, are willing to look at an impending tangle, a potential meltdown, and walk towards it?
I am.
Some people may think im crazy for landing myself in this mess, walking straight into hot tamale of insanity.
And i've been thinking of ways to lessen my stress and my burden,
But there's no way to.
Right or left, it's gonna be the same.
This i know, is gonna be a test of faith, strength, endurance, perserverance, willingness and obedience rolled into a kebab of sorts.
Pray for me, keep me going,
I have to keep my faith alive and growing.
I am.
Some people may think im crazy for landing myself in this mess, walking straight into hot tamale of insanity.
And i've been thinking of ways to lessen my stress and my burden,
But there's no way to.
Right or left, it's gonna be the same.
This i know, is gonna be a test of faith, strength, endurance, perserverance, willingness and obedience rolled into a kebab of sorts.
Pray for me, keep me going,
I have to keep my faith alive and growing.
January 16, 2010
In 7 Years
I'll be 26 years old.
I'd have finished uni and started working (full time).
I'll be in a 10 year relationship (:
A Levels will belong to the kiddies hehe.
I'd have finished SOT.
I'll be driving (my own car hopefully! BOOYAH!)
I'll (hopefully) be living my dream.
I'd be close to getting married :D
And...
The building will finally be here.
Finally.
Recently i've just been thinking about lots of things, and many many issues have just overflowed out of my ears.
Pls bear with me while i run them through a disoriented and totally insane manner (:
It's just amazing how things change in less than a decade.
Whether for better or for worse, there'll always be the good times and the bad times.
You can either choose to concentrate on the problems at hand,
Or live life earnestly, enjoyably, exaltingly.
Sometimes ppl just look so deep into the problem, they dig in so deep to find the solution, they forget abt the big picture, abt living life itself, viva la vida.
They contemplate so much on the problem that even when they find the solution, it could have cost them something.
As a man thinks, so is he. (Famous verse for today :D)
As a man does, so it shall be.
Rather than just sitting in your rocking chair pondering over philosophies, theologies, theories, and what-nots that infiltrate and dissolve your brain into a pulp, leaving you disoriented and confused,
Take an active role and run towards God for answers and solace.
There is no way our puny little human brain can comprehend all walks and ways of life.
For example, if you ask Stephen Hawking physic-y theories and astrology and scienc-y things, he will 100% give you an answer.
But ask him WHY he is in the state he is in now, and he'll be dumbfounded.
Because, we can always answer function, but never purpose.
They say: Ignorance is bliss, and knowledge is power.
But why is it possible to be powerful and blissful at the same time?
Food for thought.
Phew.
I'd have finished uni and started working (full time).
I'll be in a 10 year relationship (:
A Levels will belong to the kiddies hehe.
I'd have finished SOT.
I'll be driving (my own car hopefully! BOOYAH!)
I'll (hopefully) be living my dream.
I'd be close to getting married :D
And...
The building will finally be here.
Finally.
Recently i've just been thinking about lots of things, and many many issues have just overflowed out of my ears.
Pls bear with me while i run them through a disoriented and totally insane manner (:
It's just amazing how things change in less than a decade.
Whether for better or for worse, there'll always be the good times and the bad times.
You can either choose to concentrate on the problems at hand,
Or live life earnestly, enjoyably, exaltingly.
Sometimes ppl just look so deep into the problem, they dig in so deep to find the solution, they forget abt the big picture, abt living life itself, viva la vida.
They contemplate so much on the problem that even when they find the solution, it could have cost them something.
As a man thinks, so is he. (Famous verse for today :D)
As a man does, so it shall be.
Rather than just sitting in your rocking chair pondering over philosophies, theologies, theories, and what-nots that infiltrate and dissolve your brain into a pulp, leaving you disoriented and confused,
Take an active role and run towards God for answers and solace.
There is no way our puny little human brain can comprehend all walks and ways of life.
For example, if you ask Stephen Hawking physic-y theories and astrology and scienc-y things, he will 100% give you an answer.
But ask him WHY he is in the state he is in now, and he'll be dumbfounded.
Because, we can always answer function, but never purpose.
They say: Ignorance is bliss, and knowledge is power.
But why is it possible to be powerful and blissful at the same time?
Food for thought.
Phew.
January 12, 2010
January 11, 2010
Never An Honest Word
Sometimes I feel jealous.
Not of ppl's successes, not of their riches, not of their fame, not of their stature.
I'm jealous of their willpower, their role models, their wisdom, their upbringing, their abilities, their dedication, devotion & sacrifice.
I'm jealous of the way they choose to lead their life.
I'm jealous of their talent.
This jealousy is bittersweet.
Not of ppl's successes, not of their riches, not of their fame, not of their stature.
I'm jealous of their willpower, their role models, their wisdom, their upbringing, their abilities, their dedication, devotion & sacrifice.
I'm jealous of the way they choose to lead their life.
I'm jealous of their talent.
This jealousy is bittersweet.
January 6, 2010
URGES
I feel so compelled to write abt lots of things.
Faith.
Money.
Troubles.
Boyfriend.
Work.
But I'm so tired now, hopefully some of these desires will go away.
Faith.
Money.
Troubles.
Boyfriend.
Work.
But I'm so tired now, hopefully some of these desires will go away.
January 5, 2010
When
When Wong said PERSERVERANCE,
I understand, because this isn't gonna be an easy year.
Lots of changes in cellgroup, in church, in ministry, in relationships, in work, in studies,
So many things that I wanna look forward to, yet I'm so afraid of.
When Wong said FULLNESS,
I understand, that fullness leaks, and emptiness can dominate again.
That's why I need brokenness of soul, spirit and body,
To completely understand fullness.
Whe Wong said to DREAM BIGGER DREAMS,
I understand that I should take an active stand in doing it.
Yet, the dream I have now seems so huge and impossible to attain.
How does one dream beyond a limit?
I understand.
And I accept.
I understand, because this isn't gonna be an easy year.
Lots of changes in cellgroup, in church, in ministry, in relationships, in work, in studies,
So many things that I wanna look forward to, yet I'm so afraid of.
When Wong said FULLNESS,
I understand, that fullness leaks, and emptiness can dominate again.
That's why I need brokenness of soul, spirit and body,
To completely understand fullness.
Whe Wong said to DREAM BIGGER DREAMS,
I understand that I should take an active stand in doing it.
Yet, the dream I have now seems so huge and impossible to attain.
How does one dream beyond a limit?
I understand.
And I accept.
January 3, 2010
2010 Goals
I'm not a big fan of setting goals - because alot of my goals are shortsighted, and well, to be honest,
If i can't see them being fulfilled in the next few months, i wont even set them, to avoid disappointing myself.
But well, just wanna put down a general list to check them off (hopefully) in the next few months to come (:
In order:
1) Love God and pray more (****)
2) Be financially independent (yes payday soon :D)
3) Go to SOT!
4) Perform well in Ministry.
5) Love Bryan more (:
6) Be financially WISE.
7) Lose weight (? Always a resolution that never comes to pass hehe)
8) Get good grades for A Levels (Haha too late for that - but well, pray that they'll come out awesome :D)
9) Get my driving license (perhaps in the latter part of the year)
10) Slp earlier to get rid of my hideous eyebags ):
Hmm, so far so good.
Shall put in more when i think of 'em.
If i can't see them being fulfilled in the next few months, i wont even set them, to avoid disappointing myself.
But well, just wanna put down a general list to check them off (hopefully) in the next few months to come (:
In order:
1) Love God and pray more (****)
2) Be financially independent (yes payday soon :D)
3) Go to SOT!
4) Perform well in Ministry.
5) Love Bryan more (:
6) Be financially WISE.
7) Lose weight (? Always a resolution that never comes to pass hehe)
8) Get good grades for A Levels (Haha too late for that - but well, pray that they'll come out awesome :D)
9) Get my driving license (perhaps in the latter part of the year)
10) Slp earlier to get rid of my hideous eyebags ):
Hmm, so far so good.
Shall put in more when i think of 'em.
January 1, 2010
HELLO MONSTER! (:
HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY! (:
It's been 3 years since we've been together, 4 years since we knew each other, and 5 years since we acknowledged the other's existence.
It's been filled with lots of downs, the endless quarrels and arguments, the cold wars - times when i just wanna y'know.. *punch air* :D
Yet, the infinite amount of love you've showered on me is just crazy and almost unaccomplishable.
You chose to tolerate my demands, my stubborn nature, and my childlikeness.
You used all your savings to pay for my Ajisen. :D
Now that we've been together for 3 years, we've grown so much from adolescence to adulthood (ish).
We've learnt the value of money together - and it doesnt matter how highclass or lowclass it is, it's you that i wanna eat dinner with for the rest of my life.
Through poverty and riches,
Through pain and pleasure,
Through sickness and health,
Through it all,
It's you i love, and will always do (:
Happy anniversary my baby boy (:
It's been 3 years since we've been together, 4 years since we knew each other, and 5 years since we acknowledged the other's existence.
It's been filled with lots of downs, the endless quarrels and arguments, the cold wars - times when i just wanna y'know.. *punch air* :D
Yet, the infinite amount of love you've showered on me is just crazy and almost unaccomplishable.
You chose to tolerate my demands, my stubborn nature, and my childlikeness.
You used all your savings to pay for my Ajisen. :D
Now that we've been together for 3 years, we've grown so much from adolescence to adulthood (ish).
We've learnt the value of money together - and it doesnt matter how highclass or lowclass it is, it's you that i wanna eat dinner with for the rest of my life.
Through poverty and riches,
Through pain and pleasure,
Through sickness and health,
Through it all,
It's you i love, and will always do (:
Happy anniversary my baby boy (:
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