How to Love A Woman

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”

- Bob Marley

The Moment To Fight

A warning to the people, the good and the evil
To the soldier, the civillian, the martyr, the victim
This is war

A warning to the prophet, the liar, the honest
To the leader, the pariah, the victim, the messiah
This is war

It's the moment of truth and the moment to lie
The moment to live and the moment to die
The moment to fight

To the right, to the left, we will fight to the death
To the edge of the Earth, it's a brave new world from the last to the first

I do believe in the light, raise your hands up to the sky
The fight is done, the war is won
Lift your hands, towards the sun, the war is won

I believe in nothing
Not the end and not the start
Not the earth and not the stars
Not the day and not the dark
But the beating of our hearts
One hundred suns until we part

I believe in nothing
Not in satan, not in god
Not in peace and not in war

I believe in nothing
But the truth of who we are

:P

Whenever my phone vibrates, I just anticipate a text from you, cause it makes me happy (:

Correction.
YOU make me happy :D

I think I may be falling in love all over again, because noone makes me feel the same way you do. When I hear happy songs it's your face plastered all over my screen monitor. I used to be sad thinking of you, but now I just feel happy - and looking forward to you REPLYING MY TEXT MSG (HELLO YOU VERY BUSY IN ARMY MEHZXSZXSXZ) :D

It's hard to feel the rush
To push the dangerous
I'm gonna run back to, to the edge with you
Where we can both fall back in love
I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge with you

If you could see me now (:

Creative Spasm

This is the time of the year where bullshitting skills count for everything.

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Y'know, I really do miss you. Whenever I talk to other guys, you always pop up. I remember everything that you said, I remember everything that you did, both good and bad. And sometimes that leaves me wondering why the hell everything went haywire in the first place.

It's not your fault. I know I've changed. From good to bad - who's to judge? But what I do know is that I still have a conscience, that I won't go back to you unless I know you're the only one for me. I'm having too much fun to even consider that now. But for you, you have no idea what, and who you want. When one's unavailable, you jump back to the other. When one shows no interest, you find the other one.

What do you have to prove?

That you're still attractive? That you still got it? An ego boost at what cost? I've been there, done that, and I know the price to pay. I warned you, and I can't stop warning you because I guess, inside me, I always hope that we'll still walk down the aisle some day, and Davion will one day exist.

Before all these happened, we were so young and innocent, carefree and beautiful. All that's left now are shreds of those days. All part of the process of growing up, I gather. What does it take to make me get over you?

Why were we so cute back then?

Jar Of Hearts

I know I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?

The Old Person Quiz

You're at a bar and your friend buys a round of tequila shots. You...
(1) Down your shot, then your friend's shot, then order another round.
(2) Down your shot, thank your friend, and retire home for the evening.
(3) Turn down the shot - you have work tomorrow.
(4) This entire scenario is unrealistic - bars? What is this, college?


Your friends are camping out for concert tickets. You...
(1) Get a keg and a tent -- you're in.
(2) Give them money and ask them to buy you a ticket
(3) Pass -- can you believe the crap those kids are listening to these days.
(4) The music's too loud, parking is a pain, and everyone's on drugs. No, thanks.


Your friends are at the beach throwing the football around. You...
(1) Organize a tackle football game - straight out of the Abercrombie catalog. But straight.
(2) Just throw the ball around nice and soft -- while enjoying the sun's rays.
(3) Don't throw the ball at all -- that's a good way to get your trick shoulder worked up again.
(4) Don't go to the beach because sand gets in places you don't want sand to be, and the sun is a big blaring ball of potential Melanoma beating down on you.


You're house sitting in your friend's ridiculous mansion. You...
(1) Throw a house party that will make Kid N' Play's hair fall out.
(2) Invite a small group of friends over for a dinner party.
(3) You have a date with his comfortable couch, a glass of Chianti, and the latest Clive Clussler.
(4) You leave early because you're old and depressed and it's strikingly clear you'll never be able to afford a house of similar size.


You get a girls' number. You...
(1) Call her that night for a booty call.
(2) Wait the allotted 3 days and ask her out for coffee.
(3) Wait the allotted 3 days to call and plan a dinner.
(4) Don't call because phones are too confusing.


The stock market is crashing. You...
(1) Don't care because you aren't invested in the stock market.
(2) Care a little because some of your buddies are on Wall Street.
(3) Start looking for a ledge to jump off of.
(4) Find it exciting to actually have something to talk to people about.


It's the first beautiful day outside in a while. You...
(1) Fill a thermos with gin and step outside.
(2) Barbecue with some friends. Maybe even cook a steak
(3) White-wash your fence.
(4) Bird-watch with the new binoculars you bought off of QVC.


You just found out that you won the lottery. You...
(1) Spend half the money on booze and the other half on strippers.
(2) Buy a really cool car that you've always wanted.
(3) Diversify thru mutual funds and CD's.
(4) Do not want to cash in the ticket for fear that "once Uncle Sam gets his hand in your pocket, he won't let go."


You're at a sporting event and a jerk is causing a ruckus. Do you:
(1) Hit him with a beer bottle and when he looks over, point to the guy next to you.
(2) Berate him about why he's being a jerk and if he wants to fight you say, "Yeah, like I'm gonna fight you over a sporting event."
(3) Alert an usher about said jerk.
(4) N/A. Don't attend sporting events because of chance of inclimate weather and escalating price of concessions and seriously, have you seen what they're charging for a cup of birch beer nowadays? It's criminal.


You're flipping thru the channels and you see that a "Golden Girls" marathon just started. You...
(1) Watch it - that show is awesome and appeals to all ages
(2) Watch it - that show is awesome and appeals to all ages
(3) Watch it - that show is awesome and appeals to all ages
(4) Watch it (at an increased volume) - that show is awesome and appeals to all ages


Assign yourself the corresponding points for each answer and tally them.
For instance, if you answered choice (1) to a question, give yourself one point, and so on and so forth.

10-15 - You're young at heart, or you're an immature jerk. Either way, do as you please.
16-25 - You're still hanging on to that last vestige of youth. Many people your age shake their head at your antics.
26-32 - You're starting to get that old person smell. Give it up
33-40 - You may be dead already.


Credits: Barney Stinson's blog.
P.S I know right HE HAS A BLOG, FOR REAL.

Alternate Reality

I thought I would finally be put first on someone's list.

It wouldn't have been a surprise, given the history we have. All the people I've met, to all of them, to every single one, I am nothing but second place.

Someone to meet when the sun has already set, when most of the population are in their slumbers. Someone to have fun with, to drink with, to drunk talk with. A late night girl, not to be seen in the daylight.

I was getting tired of being just that.

You came along, and I thought it was gonna be different. I know you well, so well. Then I saw your phone again, and thank god I walled my heart up, so I didn't feel hurt right there and then. One of the main reasons why I will never fall in love in the next few years or so.

To all of them, I am an alternate reality. I will never be real, I will never be deep, I will never be loyal, I will never be a strong girl.

I am nothing like that.