Speechless

NEW SHOES, NEW HAIR.

I'M HAPPY (:

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And now! I shall finally admit!

I'M A GAGA ADDICT (:
I can't stop watching her perform on youtube cause she's like DAMN FRIKIN' AMAZING :D
Today i bought Gaga-eque shoes and im like super proud of them (though Bryan hates them BLEAH!).

I keep getting hooked onto her songs, and i dont know why :/
At first i hated Speechless, but now i cant stop listening to it :D

If I promise to you boy
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

*stop here if you dont want to hear me continue crazing over her*

I think the reason why im so crazy over Gaga is probably cause not only is she talented,
She went through shit to get to where she is today (:
Played in clubs and such, wrote songs for top singers (Britney Spears, Pussycat Dolls etc), but never received credit for it.
And somemore her voice is damn good, AND she sings live!!
And her stamina is CRAZY!
Wont pant when she sings & dances & does those mad stage theatrics - she's like, Amazonian.
She's filial somemore cause she tweeted abt her dad and gave him a massage when he was in the hospital (HAHA IM SO GULLIBLE, BUT STILL).

AND! She set a grand piano on fire! (:
WHO DOES THAT?

Yes, I'm Gaga-mad.


LADY GAGA - SPEECHLESS

I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette-stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I'll never long again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half-wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

How?
How?
How?

How?
How?
How?

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and the girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise boy to you

That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along
I’ll never love again

So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless
So speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless?

OKAY

So A's are over.
HAHAHAHAHHAA OMG IM SO HAPPY I COULD JUST LIKE PRANCE AROUND ORCHARD IN NOTHING ELSE BUT MY NOTES GLUED ON MY BODEEEHHHHH.
Then i'll burn them. Muahaha.

I dyed my hair today too.
It's a tad too light for my liking, but apparently my family says it's quite nice, so yea.

A ghostly picture

I figured what i want for Christmas!
FINALLY - I WANT SOMETHING FOR CHRISTMAS (:

LADY GAGA: THE FAME MONSTER
(Inclusive of The Fame tracks)


I listen to Monster the whole entire dayyyyy， and i want to listen to all her other tracks [Alejandro, Dance in the Dark, Teeth, Telephone] without being pirate-ish.
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS GAGA ):

[Candlelight svc and such is a given lah, of course :D]

I've got my entire week packed with stuff (not exactly lah, -ish)
Job interview, manipedi, shopping, plus my cuzzie's wedding coming up this Sat whoosh!
I can't wait for post A's activities to begin! :D

P.S The word -ish is something like a filler, -ish.
Hahaaaaaaaaa... *Awkward silence*

Chemically Deficient

Hello, this random thought just popped out of my head while i was practising for Chem Paper 1 (:








I HATE CHEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

THANK GOD IT'S GONE FOREVERRRRRR FROM TMR ONWARDS!!!!
YAY FOR THE OFFICIAL END OF A LEVELS WOOOOHOOOOOO :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I'm never gonna take Chem the rest of my life again.
Ever.
Never ever.
Ever.

Stupid chemically-deficient brain.

I should have asked this two weeks ago, but...
CHEM ADDITION PLS TAKE PLACE IN MY BRAIN TMR (Or substitution cause every other subject is over)!

[This post might just come back to haunt me, God forbid :/]

OOohhhhhH.

I'm going for Econs Paper 1 now! WISH ME LUCK :D :D :D :D

And i blogged just to remind myself that i had a nightmare involving Satis House, Miss Havisham, Estella, and zombies.
I'll update later. (:

CIIAAAOOOO

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UPDATE (:

Gosh im sssoooo tired! ):
Went to Plaza Sing with Bryan today to celebrate our (almost) freedom! :D
I was rummaging through my entire pig sty of a room and i couldnt find my makeupppp ommggggg
That only means one thing - it's time to clear my room!

And after half an hour, nothing seems to change.
Although, it feels super mad good to just chuck alllll those tutorials and extra notes into my recycling/karang guni box!!!!!!
The only thing i kept are my math notes, econs notes, and chem notes (cause still got paper 1 D:).

TO ANY J1S READING!
I have econs prelim packages from other JCs which are like highlighted and stuff with abit of handwriting in it!
If you want call me or pm me on msn then i'll pass to you for freeeeee (:

[It's not even considered sporadic dumping cause i'm not even charging!
It costs $12.50 k! :D :D :D]

So anyway, i ate Just Acia with Bryan.
I ate so much till i felt like puking ):
(Which is like good, cause since A Levels started my appetite shrunk considerably = lose weight yay!)

During Econs Telephone was like running through my head nonstop!
STOP CALLIN' STOP CALLIN' I DONT WANNA THINK ANYMORE
I LEFT MY HEAD AND MY HEART ON THE DANCE FLOOR
STOP CALLIN' STOP CALLIN' I DONT WANNA TALK ANYMORE
I LEFT MY HEAD AND MY HEART ON THE DANCE FLOOR
EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH STOP TELEPHONIN' ME
EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH

HELLO HELLO BABY YOU CALLED I CANT HEAR A THING
I HAVE GOT NO SERVICE IN THE CLUB YOU SEE, SEE
WHAT WHAT WHAT DID YOU SAY NOW YOU'RE BREAKING UP ON ME
SORRY I CANNOT HEAR YOU IM KINDA BUSY!

Gaga is so catchy (:

And regarding my dream, i figured it wasnt funny anymore, so im not gonna blog abt it :D
YYYYYAAAWWWWNNNNN.
I'm gonna go for Bryan's street soccer match tmr.. Gotta slp earleeehhhh.
NIGHT NIGHT (:

Random Revelation (:

Just because we're not perfect, doesn't mean we can make up excuses to not strive to be perfect.

[If there's anything like this in the Bible, tell me k! I wanna see :D]

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Updated!
Bryan was a total asshole today!

B: Today's a Friday!
N: *dazed* Noooo... It's Thursday!
B: It's Friday, today's the 20th.
N: Where got.. Yesterday was.. Err.. I took econs yesterday!
B: YAH! The paper is today, i went for exam before meeting you.
N: *heart skips a beat* EHHHH DONT BLUFF LEHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
B: Sumpak. (:
N: EH! The paper is in the afternoon and it's only 1pm DONT BLUFF!!!!!!! 0.0

Tell me, where got boyfriends freak their girlfriends out like this?

:D

This is like, my 3rd last paper!!! :D
(I know i sound like im gloating and like kicking dust into those who end on 3rd Dec's face, but im honestly just like, really elated - hope i dont offend anyone ): )

There's Econs Paper 1 and Chem Paper 1 left!
OMGYAYBBBBQQQQQQQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anw, today's Econs Paper was quite..
Err..
...
Yea, that's abt it.
I don't even know whether i did well or not.
I just wrote what i could, so hopefully that's enough.
(In restropect, i thought i'd do well for my econs prelims too, but i ended up with a moderated C, so there.)

And this blog is getting so boring!
All abt EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS only! ):
I'll blog abt something else next week (after Monday), promise (:

I'm looking forward to freedom - but after freedom, what's next?
People are just so weird, once they attain freedom, they find things to chain them back down again (like working, going on a holiday - yes that's considered chaining yourself, especially if you're going backpacking, so troublesome and not to mention scary).
But well, any chain is better than the study chain.
(I know ppl who beg to differ cause they claim the NS chain is much more unbearable :D)

Random note:
Where do all the SA ppl disappear to after papers?
It's like, when Sihui and I come out of the toilet, the whole cohort vanishes.
Seriously.
There's noone in the cafe, library, or even in the toilets.
The whole place is like deserted with only the J1s left.
It's quite freaky, and makes you wonder how fast they actually walk after papers to completely disappear out of school within 15 minutes. (They're not even at the bus stop, jeez!)
So yea, apparently SA kinda doesnt have a life during A Levels ):

Random note 2!
I'm gonna memorise this speech after A Levels and impress/freak people out :D

"Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished, as the once vital voice of the verisimilitude now venerates what they once vilified. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.
The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, and so it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V."

Sigh, so long.

let it go

let it roll right off your shoulder