April 2, 2010

Easter! :D

Since it's Easter Friday, I thought that it'll be great to share about this impt part of my life that I rarely talk about here - God (:

Deciding to go to SOT was tough, faced with the challenges of an entire year before finally applying and going into it.
Throughout that one year - faith vs fatigue, fervency vs failure. It was crazy, 2009.
But finally, after a period of dryness and near-backsliding, I stepped boldly into SOT, and I knew God would work miracles, all because of this step of faith taken.

It wasn't, and isn't easy.
Working to support my daily expenses, SOT and Building Fund is not fun and I'm often dead tired by the time I reach home.
Not to mention the expenses of daily fellowship and adult transport, those can be enough to kill.
Time is hard to spare. It's either ministry, work or fellowship.

Yet, God has blessed me with a Sabbath Day (:
He has protected my relationship with Bryan (: (He's POPing soon and we haven't gotten into a single major argument)
My mum picks me up from work daily (as often as she can, and I truly appreciate it from bottom of my heart :D)
He has given me a ministry in SOT that I dreamed about since the day I stepped into CHC (which was in 2005/6).
He has blessed me with the strength to keep keeping on, to accomplish what i thought was impossible (waking up at 6am is stupefying to me).
He has given me great friends in SOT who understand and are willing to support me, who were willing to listen to me when I felt tired of serving Him.

All these have compounded into an overflowing sense of joy.
A ridiculous sense of joy. It's almost like a siao siao person. :D
He's blessed me with so much more than I've ever imagined when I was thinking of going to SOT.
All of that was worth it.
It is worth it.

I'm gonna be stretched, and I'm still being stretched now.
But He's gonna stretch me more so He has more space to contain His blessings (:

Happy Easter Father. (:
Love You :D

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