I'm going on holiday to Tioman with Bryan from the 5th to 7th of August. Boyfriend paid for my travel and accommodation there as a belated birthday present (: Thank you love, I can't wait for a getaway from city life :D I can't wait to snorkel, get massaged, suntan, and basically do things that Singapore can't offer enough of. Or what Singapore has deprived me of. Boo.
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Maybe one-liner sentence structuring will help.
Q: If you were gonna die tmr, what would you do?
A: Live your life like there's no tmr, of course.
Like Jon said: One life, live it.
So here's the gist of it all: There's a field. You're standing on one side. You look over. The other side looks greener. You've never been to the other side. It looks brighter, happier, albeit thorns around. You stand in your grass patch and wonder what it's like to be there. Whether or not the other side is indeed greener. But, you've been working on your side of the field for so long, years and years of toil and sacrifices. However, you've never been to the other side, really. Like never ever ever been there. Would you like to try stepping across?
I don't want to die full. I want to die empty, with all my potential unleashed. With every experience life can offer taken in.
When the soul is trapped, there your emotions clog up and a mask is put on to put up a facade that everything is alright, when it's not. You put up a mask so that others won't be able to peer deep into the recesses of your soul and see that there is nothing but void.
Which would you prefer: Empty and silent, or chaotic and violent?
I really don't mean to be emo, but maybe I've just been pondering more. Much much more.
I wish I could get my smile back too.
let's put a smile on that face
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