Truths and lies that coagulate my brain, my thoughts and my feelings. I feel numb to so many things and so many people now. I'm getting used to hiding secrets from the people I love and treasure, and I distance myself away from them because I don't want them to see who I really am. Because if they did, there would be irreversible consequences.
I thank those who really make an effort to find out what's wrong with me and how I'm behaving, but I really can't say anything now. It has nothing to do with God, it has nothing to do with people, it's all about me and the decisions I choose to make.
Right now, the only person who can see through me and shares my confusion (but not my turmoil) is Bryan. Sometimes, that's all I need to pull through. I'm sorry I abused your trust.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but that's alright because I like the way it hurts. Just gonna stand there and watch me cry, but that's alright because I love the way you lie. I love the way you lie.
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