No use smiling when there's little reason for you to.
With the backlog of tutorials, the catching up of lectures (which I missed cause of bidding weeks - omg biz law I'm damn scared), worries about money, work schedules to work out amidst studying, stupid notes which are so hard to print when you don't have a printer at home, a constant biopsychosociospiritual tug-of-war between religion and trying to live a life outside which can be contradictory, and above all, not having your bf to listen to your problems, which is chicken soup for my soul.
Sometimes I wish my life had headed for a different direction. Getting rid of any one component (except bf) would make it alot less complicated.
I've lost hope.
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