on a dark desert highway: Dialogue

Thank you to friends who've been texting/calling/facebooking me to ask whether I'm alright.

I'm alright, really really. I haven't been single for the last 4 years, so obviously I'm gonna need some time to get used and adjust to being an unattached 19 year old girl.

In all honesty, it feels good to be single. When I told Bryan about my "adventures", I felt so freed up, and I didn't feel a need to keep any secrets from him. There was no commitment, no need to justify my actions or even lie. This was the most honest I've been to him in the last couple months, so yea, it felt good.

Exams are coming soon, and I'm feeling quite calm about it (which is NOT a good sign). I keep feeling like I'll smoke through this like I did A Levels, but we all know that's not possible because my A's were freak results and only a miracle could have produced those. Kinda screwed up my 201 already, but well, I'm not aiming for 1st class honors or even 2nd class honors - I just wanna graduate and leave NTU and get a job and live a life. The smarter you are, the more ppl will depend on you for solutions and their own paycheck - and we all know what happens when we help other ppl, you get screwed over.

Brother's wedding is over, it was fun getting him to drink those sick concoctions of orange juice/coke/tea, pepper, thick chili sauce, vinegar, soy sauce and mango pudding. Felt kinda bad in case the concoctions would dampen the couple's night activity, but it was fun while it lasted. According to the happy couple, it didn't taste that bad. FAIL.

It's so weird how all of them look like tomyum with tofu when it's actually mango pudding in weird shit.

An uber thanks to Jeremy Ko for sending me to Holland Ave en route to his friend's house so I could catch a cab more easily to the Marriott Hotel. I missed the morning festivities because of 201 midterms (can you believe it! my own brother's wedding and leave not granted wtfbbq). I got scammed of $75 because the hair and makeup stylist did an ugh job of my hair. Nonetheless, the food was awesome and I ate like a pig. EAT EAT EAT.

Bryan came back that very same night the wedding ended. We hung out with each other the next day and caught Megamind.

We already wanted to watch it before Bryan left for Taiwan. I was laughing throughout the entire movie, seriously. It's not memorable, but it sure was a good $7.50 spent.

At night we walked home, and I guess that's where the breakup happened. We talked and resolved, so it was all good. Yup.

Gawd I really hate studying, makes me feel tired, gives me a headache and there're just so many words. Blaaaah. Kinda like running. Okay I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm just eggggggggcited for the week!

Wed - End sch at 4, work till 11, then party!

Thurs - End sch at 1, then a paid survey from 2 to 4pm.

Fri - End sch at 1, work till 11, and PARTY SOMEMORE wootwoot!

Sat - Penny Black with my mum and aunty and grandma. WARM CHOCOLATE PUDDING love! Then I'm heading down to Ion/Wheelock to check out some Apple stuff (:

Hopefully I'll get at least half of the studying done by this week. Otherwise...