:D

I'm happier now.

I may not have someone who loves me and would be willing to die for me and all, but at least I know that there are no strings attached and anything can happen the way I want it to happen. Not to say that love isn't fantastic and everything, but at the moment, love isn't in my list.

Went out on Wed with a few DN staff, ex-staff and customer (haha I know right). We had a blast, and for the first time I managed to see Wilson get drunk before me heehee. I feel really fortunate to have known all these fantastic people, because honestly, I would be a very different person without them.

Also had a good talk with Wilson, Nikki, Alvin and Omar separately. They all had different advice for me and different methods of handling things, but I know one thing for sure - they all had my interests at heart. It's not often you find a group of friends who know what you're going through, and are willing to allow you to screw up (against their advice) but still always be there for you. One said: "If you really like someone, go for it. From an outsider's point of view, it may not be the best thing you'd like your friend to go through, and most of the time, their predictions will come true. But if you're happy now, just be happy, don't care what people say. What matters is that you know what you want right here right now, and if you're gonna be happy, then go the fuck ahead." And this was spoken in a drunken stupor, can you imagine.

I'm happy now, going out every day to get laptop accessories. I haven't bought anything yet, but I've learnt alot abt laptop specs and geeky stuff that I never ever knew before. Thank you (:

I snatched these quotes from Nikki's Facebook cause they're really kickass.

"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future."

"I need to know that you're not gonna wake up in the morning and feel differently."
"And I can't give you that. Nobody can."

"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option."

I'm learning, but getting there.