STOP

I met a friend during lecture today, and talking to her for 5 minutes totally woke me up. Seriously. She can be a freaking counselor - I would pay her. This is how our conversation went:

S: Babe, I read your FB. What happened? You keep posting like emo shit and all.

N: Yea, my bf left me for another girl he met at the club after like, a week.

S: What the fuck. Seriously?

N: More or less, yea.

S: Babe, stop posting those emo comments. You don't need to keep letting him know how emo you are and all. It's like so pathetic.

N: Yea, I know right.

S: Like seriously, move on. Quit sounding like a whiny bitch when he's out there with some other girl enjoying life.

N: True, true.

S: You don't need him, and stop posting emo stuff. It's like so loserish.

N: HAHAHAHA babe this is like the best advice someone has ever given me.

Thanks to friends who asked after me and telling me how much a douchebag my ex was. No matter how much of an ass he was, I know alot abt him to know he's more than that, that's why I couldn't move on. But nonetheless, I'm trying my best to get past everything. Date more ppl, enjoy being single for a while. It doesn't matter. I know it won't help me in the long run, but right now, I can be what I wanna be without accounting to anyone.

It's amazing how many stories I can tell my grandchildren in the future (:

My kid: Mummy, can I take "brownies"?

Me: Sure, go ahead, it won't kill you.

HAHAHHA my kids will be damn lucky.